silane’s blog

虽 然 我 喜 欢 假 会 ， 但 也 是 因 为 我 觉 得 我 有 点 会 ， 也 许 我 真 的 会 也 不 一 定 啊 。 

为 什 么 就 不 能 先 听 完 才 下 定 论 呢 ？我 不 介 意 有 人 说 我 错 了 ， 因 为 有 时 我 真 的 有 错 ， 也 许 是 小 错 ， 也 许 是 大 错 。无 论 如 何 ， 就 是 错 了 。 

一 个 人 不 可 能 完 全 不 做 错 ， 就 算 是 火 星 来 的 人 ， 也 是 人 ， 也 是 有 可 能 犯 错 。

所 以 ， 反 思 只 是 让 人 变 得 更 成 熟 ， 更 能 避 免 再 受 伤 害 或 惹 事 生 非 。如 果 我 真 的 错 了，请 麻 烦 您 好 心 提 醒 我。

可 是 ， 我 就 不 太 喜 欢 有 人 不 愿 听 我 的 想 法 ， 就 认 为 或 说 我 乱 说 。 

虽 然 有 时 ， 我 是 真 的 在 乱 说 ， 但 那 只 是 在 开 玩 笑 。 

可 是 往 往 我 还 来 不 及 表 示 那 是 开 玩 笑 的 ， 就 遭 受 到 别 人 歧 视 的 眼 神。不 喜 欢 那 种 感 觉。我 想，谁 也 不 喜 欢。我 知 道 我 喜 欢 假 会，很 令 人 讨 厌。但 如 果 不 把 我 不 确 定 的 东 西 讲 出 来，我 就 永 远都 不 会 知 道 我 是 对 的 还 是 错 得 离 谱。

当 您 用 您 的 方 式 来 让 我 知 道 我 错 得 离 谱 时，我 会 突 然 发 现 我 真 的 错 得 很 离 谱，简 直 不 可 原 谅。我 也 很 能 了 解 您 们 的 感 受，真 的 会 很 讨 厌 这 样 蠢 的 人。但 我 也 不 想 的 啊，我 有 时 就 是 那 么 蠢 啊。自 己 也 不 懂 为 什 么。可 惜，身 边 就 缺 少 了 让 我 聪 明 起 来 的 人。因 为 大 家 都 太 忙 了，才 不 管 我。除 非 忍 无 可 忍 了，才 破 口 大 骂。咦，才 惊 觉 我 错 了 那 么 久。难 怪 没 什 么 人 把 我 当 朋 友。伤 啊……

有 些 人 更 奇 怪，有 人 好 心 告 诉 他，他 错 了，他 却 很 生 气，很 不 爽，很 情 绪 化，甚 至破 口 大 骂 或 恶 言 相 对 那 好 心 的 提 醒 者。世 上 就 是 有 很 多 这 样 的 人，所 以 就 害 人 害 己；害 到 我 这 个 很 难 才 可 以 聪 明 起 来 的 人，更 没 机 会 懂 事 或 聪 明 起 来。原 本 一 个 好 心 人 士 的 一 句 话，再 加 十 分 钟 的 思 考，不 用 半 小 时 就 能 明 了 的 事 物；如 今， 却 用 上 了 几 个 月 或 几 年 的 时 间 才 惊 觉。不 好 采 的 话，如 果 成 了 习 惯，就 更 难 改 了。所 以，这 个 世 界 有 越 来 越 多 的 妖 怪 ( 可 恶 的 坏 人) 了。喔……就 是 那 些 只 懂 埋 怨，不 懂 改 变 的 人 造 成 的。

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