At that time…
why i always feel that, what i have chosen is not correct?
sometimes, i need fair,
but somehow, i know i need not to be too care about the fair
because there are many unfairly events happened just in this world,
and most of these are never get to controlled.
sometimes, i know, what i want the fair to be, is not really the fair,
it could seen as more fairly, just from a narrow angle.
therefore, why i still feel uncomfortable?
why i still can not open my mind, and forget about it?
i know if i voice it out, the result might not be changed,
and it might becomes even worst for me.
but then, why i still do not know how to put it down?
is it because human do not have ability
to control our self’s needs and wants?
i believe that everybody have superpower which haven’t explored.
One of it is, whatever that you have believed in deep,
will be happened finally; although it is seen as impossible.
But effectiveness of the power
can’t include any human’s negative feeling such as fear or sad?
I think so…
Therefore, what shall I do?
Believe in deep that I can get what I consider the fair?
Then go and voice it out?
Or, I can just learn to put it down although it is not easy?
Then I will feel peaceful, just like look through the world?
Which one is better?
October 9th, 2006 at 9:46 pm
from wat i can hear from you, fair is important to you…
but in this world, fair is impossible that will happen,
keep in your mind, try to think positively…it will be better for you
October 16th, 2006 at 11:53 pm
i am now thinking positively that fair is happening everytime, everyday, and anywhere in this world…^^ although an event happenned just seen like unfair for me, but it is actually the most fair for me and also everybody. it’s just i dun understand n never knowing about it.(”,)