这明明就是我吧? 17-1-07
我的心被封锁了。
多层心门已被关上，而且还锁上了好多个锁。
连自己都忘了怎么开。
不知道遇到了什么事，心已不知不觉地被封锁。
之前，就有怪怪的感觉，很久了；
可是却没发现那是因为心正渐渐被封锁着。
今天才发现: 我到底怎么了?
不爱说话了，不懂面对人群了，不敢做自己了，也不了解自己了。
心打不开，想说的话说不出，小事也看不开了。
明明想和你做好朋友，却选择不和你说话；
明明想救你，却觉得不该伸出缓手；
明明知道要珍惜，却就这样走了。
我到底是怎么了? 怎么会中了怪病?
不知怎么，我无法做自己了。
觉得自己似乎不再是人。
不敢求你原谅，也知道过去的…改变不了。
封锁的心，好累人哟…
明明想赢，却宁愿输；
明明没关系，却执着不休；
明明要坚持，却轻易放弃了。
原来…这就是我吗? 好失败啊!!
呵呵。
January 18th, 2007 at 3:08 am
Is it true?
If it is, then please do not worry…
Because you still have the chance to do the first step…
Sometimes it is hard for us to predict ourselves…
Humans keep changing and human behaviorism is weird…
It takes time to learn (from mistakes)..
As long as we have the initiatives to learn and improve, then let time and patience and your will say it for ya…
Good luck to you, u can do it~!
January 18th, 2007 at 8:24 am
mmm..
gal dunno wat happen to u..
bt pls take gd k thr..
hope evrything will b going fine..
everything ll be ok..
realy..
say cheeeeeeeeeese=)
January 18th, 2007 at 8:42 am
Sometime,v cannot do as what we think,
sometime,v regret after v make some decision,
sometime,v’r confuse y v hv to san fu to live in this world?
sometime,v’ll hate ourselve so much when v did sth wrong…
This is what human being,
we cannot living without any problem, we have to face all the things in this world..
Take it easy pal, if you think u have already tried your best to all the things, no one will blame you and no one will look down on you.
believe yourself,
gambate for your life..
all the best
January 19th, 2007 at 3:13 am
what happen to u ???!!!
long time nvr chit chat with u ….
i think we need to talk…
take care, my dear ~~
January 20th, 2007 at 10:38 pm
actually i oso dun know what was happened to me..hehe..
anyway,thanks of you all’s sincere comments.
thanks very much…
it’s enough for me to have energy and try to open my heart n mind…just bcos of your concern..
thanks agian!!